長大左, 時間愈黎愈少, 要做既野愈黎愈多,
要照顧既, 要consider 既, 多到, 唔知點做......

屋企要理啦, 今年不停有屋企人入院, 要照顧啦.....
e半年無返工 further compromised 左我既 finance 啦.....
朋友範圍大左要見哂要用好多時間
但係唔想再sacrify 同佢地可以一齊既時間啦......
d野撞哂時間, 唔知點算好既時候,
加上最大既factor就係已經好耐無好好地讀過書喇...............
次次bible study 既日子都撞左d唔得閒既日子.....

又唔出現既神係咪會覺得我好無誠意好無心架? 我唔係想escape ga _
結果, 成年都係咩都做唔到.....
好想有多d多d時間呀!!!!
時間唔夠跟本就係最大既煩惱,
如果我有好多時間, 可以俾我做到哂所有野既,
當然就唔會再煩再唔開心啦,

而家無, 結果所有野都做唔好,
樣樣野都要sacrify 少少, 無樣野做得好...
我完全理解到咩係opportunistic cost lor.......

見返d朋友同學, 大家成長左好多, 而我,總係無長大過,
Ling Ling 話要學識鍾意自己, 欣賞自己,
但係我樣樣都做唔到..... 好討厭自己.....

做好多野其實都係要諗埋其他人,
唔想煩到人啦, 唔想搞到人失望唔開心啦,
做d mug 野, o係咩日子約d咩人,
其實都唔係睇下我想見邊個, 想同邊個過架啦,
一個生日, 要搞到唔開心, 要令人煩既,
不如唔好有人記得仲好喇.......

ai.... everyone have stress,
everyone have their own problems ga la,
I know ga.....
just some random thoughts.....
I shouldn't complain so much......